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Tall, sweet, charming -
the epitome of perfection.
Killer smile, killer looks, killer bod
Bang.

Shrieks, squeals, screams
Unbelievable, unimaginable, unthinkable
He's here -
he's coming here!

Why, why now?
Oh, can't it be later?
In the quiet of the night
Ah! Hyperventilating in desperation

the smell of rain
lingers
like a drug from up above the dark blue sky
it lingered for awhile and
after a countdown,
came pouring
down,
down,
down

the breeze
was a gentle touch
that glided effortlessly across my-
rather thick skin

the trees swayed
like models on a runway
ruffles,
shuffles,
rustles;
the dried leaves
that used to be bright green
fell  
down,
down,
down

i cringed
like a baby on a cradle
at the cold 'winter' wind
the feeling's like
-sneeze
oh how annoying



 

mood: pissed off

Person A: thanks for throwing your face away at the coffeeshop. it's not me you're embarrassing, it's yourself. slap me? wow, go ahead, i won't feel pain cos i'm immune to it a long time ago. dude, lash it out on me, carry on. when you need help, don't come running to me and give me your shit face 'innocent' look. i've told you many times, i'm not a rag doll. i'm not born to be treated like one. then why in the first place did you inpregnate my mum to give birth to a rag doll just so that you can piss at anytime you want? fuck, resposible? nope, not at all. irresponsible? hell yea, a million yes. don't guai lan me everyday, it's not gon work. to think that you ever giva shit abt my progress in sch. wth? you don't even rmbr me telling you when my prelims are, when im getting my cl results. wow, great i'll award you with the best dad award. you rock the shit outta me. note the sarcasm? son of a bitch.


Person B: don't you get the hint? at all?


tday's not the best of days. bear with me, all those shit up there. am sick of studying too. dang, i need to chill.

oh shit me am feeling like shit. like every second is shit. fark, until now still can fail. better off in a pile of shit. yep, so shitty i feel like shit.

i'm like supposed to be mugging pe cos IT'S THE FREAKING FIRST PAPER. but roar what am i doing here? posting about how i feel like shit? yes.. oh gosh this is self torture! (metaphor) even the moon's mocking me (personification) i'm barbequed on like hot rocks (simile) wait, is that even a simile? oh my i'm talking to myself! no, i'm REVISING lit. yes,yes, revising, revising (repetition)

ah, so world, tell me i'm not walking alone. Liverpool you'll walk w me forever right? and my dear smart friends who can survive on 5hours(or less) of sleep everyday, you guys won't abandon me for books, will you? heh

Life'sGood as some may say. okay i beg to differ under certain circumstances. with mrs goh putting unwanted pressure (by saying o lvl's not that difficult) i'm just getting madder by the days! oh wow since when exams were giveaways? it's not like free cone day so easy just queue and you'll get it k... it's the process slowly skinning my skin away.

roar i shall stop posting and get my tun to the study table. chicken's tun word's getting popular. ruan mian square tun's hot on the blocks. ahhah.

BYE WORLD! till then, see you guys.

你用微笑带过我的雨天，每次让我看见温暖的双眼。
当我闭上眼你浮现在脑海中，一切的一切都完全消失不见。
词：我

All i get in return is things turned upside down.
Why is it i try so hard but things turn inside out.

Sometimes i think i'm becoming an atheist cos God's unfair, God's bad.
Is religion that important to some people? Or is it just a 'protection'?

Why is it everyone has to suffer cos of you?

Am alr gna explode with work piling up.
One day this will end.
One day.


-can you be there for me just this one more time?-